Unanswered Duas
It is difficult not to have one’s dua not answered in times of tribulation. You make the dua for weeks, months, maybe even years. After awhile, the dua becomes half-baked. You do it only mechanically and kind of just for the sake of doing so. I look to my inner self: am I committing sin? Is my food and income halal? I don’t think I’m committing any major sins. I mean I’m not perfect but I’ve made many changes in my life alhamdulillah. I’ve quit music, switched zabiha/halal meat, and more. I know there’s a wisdom, I know every dua counts, but sometimes one gets disheartened, especially in times of true necessity and fear. *sigh*
Anony Sufi